~ I Wonder ~

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I wonder
Why life's full of decision making
Why there always appears
Two seemingly favorable choices
At the same time

I wonder
Why I always struggle in choosing the best choice
Why I still question myself
After I've made up my mind
To choose one choice over another

I wonder
I wonder
I wonder

WHY? WHY? WHY?
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~~ Got it... finally!!! ~~

Ehem Ehem... let me just clear my throat first before I announce this great news (at least to me myself it is :P) to my beloved readers ^.*.

Teng teh teng (sound effect ^.*) .... Susan will start life anew in August!!!

Meaning???

Some of you may start to scratch your head over this statement I guess... :P

Erm ... basically starting life anew here means I'm gonna take up a full-time job as an English lecturer in this coming August.

What??? Hey, Susan!!! You've been working as an English lecturer for all this while what!!!

Hehehe... you're right but you're also wrong at the same time. It's true that I've been an English lecturer but I've never been a full-time English lecturer what :P So, the oncoming job offer is kinda different from my previous work experience. I'll need to sacrifice my sweet dreams to avoid rush hour in the morning. I'll also need to spend more time at the workplace which I didn't need to when I was only a part-time lecturer. Then, my worst worry is ... I'll need to face the colleagues around for a longer duration (8am - 5pm) whereby conflicts or complicated workplace politics are inevitable. So, summing up... Susan's life is gonna be much different than the one she's had before this.

Anyway, it's great to have something new in life to try for, doesn't it??? Just wish me luck in my undertaking. ^.*

~ O ~

Without you
my life will no longer be
a complete circle.

~Invisible Wound~

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Others can only
cut my flesh
even with a sharp blade
but you
are able to
tear my heart out
simply with one harsh word

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bE yOuR dUmMy, Be YoUr DeAr

No matter how smart a woman is
she will become
a dummy
once she's fallen for someone...

She won't care how many times
she cried
for she will only remember how many times
she smiled

She won't care how many times
she's been hurt
for she will only remember how many times
she's been pleased

She won't care how many times
she's been cheated
for she will only remember how many times
she's been promised

She won't care how many times
she's been yelled at
for she will only remember how many times
she's been pampered

She won't care how many times
she's been called a dummy
for she will only remember how many times
she's been called "Dear"

My world = YOU

All I want are just


Your attention
Your backup
Your concern
Your dates
Your emotions
Your future
Your grin
Your hug
Your intimacy
Your jokes
Your kiss
Your love
Your message
Your nurture
Your opinion
Your passion
Your quirk
Your respect
Your smile
Your touch
Your understanding
Your voice
Your world
Your X'mas
Your yes-no
Your zest for me


for my world is solely constructed upon YOU

~~~ Blissful Morning ~~~

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It's a great thing
to have something
to look forward
the night before
and
wake up in the morning
to get what you longed for


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~~~ wings of my heart ~~~

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I'm flying in the air
because you've given me
a pair of wings


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~~~ What if ~~~

What if
we never got to know each other
would there be any sweet memories filling in the air???

What if
we never started promising each other
would there be any unutterable sadness infusing my mind???

What if
we awakened to find each other gone in our life
would you regret for what you have done and said???

What if
there was not any 'what if' between you and I
would us be the same old selves
when we never existed in each other's life???

Another round of WOW WOW WOW~~~

Looking at the title itself, I'm sure you guys know what I'm gonna talk about...Yup...I'm BACK to the virtual world again...after being invisible for two months long :P

I know I know...I've actually promised one of my buddies that we had to keep track of each other's profile so that none of us would become lazy in writing new posts...and I'm very sorry to say that I've indeed broken the promise between us. BUT...I got a good excuse for that. So please listen up listen up...It's not that I become lazy or what in blogging...It's just that I've terminated my streamyx as a result of moving to a new location (which has got no fixed phone line)...so surfing the net has become a difficulty for me for the past few months. Maybe some of you would say that I could still use the wifi service outside to connect to the tons of society in the virtual world yet I think blogging should be done when no one else is intruding my personal space...only then would I express my real self at ease.

But I guess what has happened doesn't really matter much now because what is going to happen next is much more pivotal. So... what's gonna happen next? Hahaha...I'm gonna fix the promise I've made with my buddy (i.e. constantly updating my blog) as I just bought a new broadband modem which is going to make me available all the time online wahaha...so again...stay tune with me to find out what I've been up to lately...^.*