cut my flesh
even with a sharp blade
but you
are able to
tear my heart out
simply with one harsh word
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What if
we never got to know each other
would there be any sweet memories filling in the air???
What if
we never started promising each other
would there be any unutterable sadness infusing my mind???
What if
we awakened to find each other gone in our life
would you regret for what you have done and said???
What if
there was not any 'what if' between you and I
would us be the same old selves
when we never existed in each other's life???
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Looking at the title itself, I'm sure you guys know what I'm gonna talk about...Yup...I'm BACK to the virtual world again...after being invisible for two months long :P
I know I know...I've actually promised one of my buddies that we had to keep track of each other's profile so that none of us would become lazy in writing new posts...and I'm very sorry to say that I've indeed broken the promise between us. BUT...I got a good excuse for that. So please listen up listen up...It's not that I become lazy or what in blogging...It's just that I've terminated my streamyx as a result of moving to a new location (which has got no fixed phone line)...so surfing the net has become a difficulty for me for the past few months. Maybe some of you would say that I could still use the wifi service outside to connect to the tons of society in the virtual world yet I think blogging should be done when no one else is intruding my personal space...only then would I express my real self at ease.
But I guess what has happened doesn't really matter much now because what is going to happen next is much more pivotal. So... what's gonna happen next? Hahaha...I'm gonna fix the promise I've made with my buddy (i.e. constantly updating my blog) as I just bought a new broadband modem which is going to make me available all the time online wahaha...so again...stay tune with me to find out what I've been up to lately...^.*
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SINGING - - - I can sing karaoke nonstop for 2 or 3 hours long
DAYDREAMING - - - I'd spend the whole morning/afternoon building castle in the air
SWIMMING - - - I used to swim a lot during my secondary school life but now I seldom swim to avoid hair damage
SHOPPING - - - providing that I have lots to spare and a friend or two to shop with
TRAVELING - - - it's my dream to travel to countries that snow
CLUBBING - - - I used to club a lot before; almost every Wednesday, Friday & Saturday. No alcohol, no cigars...only DANCE
EATING SUPPER - - - I know it's very unhealthy to have supper but I just can't control over it :P
BLOGGING - - - Because of you, I start enjoying to write & share all my thoughts with you in this spacious world
DOING HOUSE CHORES - - - I'm always worn out after doing it
COOKING - - - I have no talent at all in this area; the best I can do is to cook myself a bowl of instant noodles
BEING NAGGED - - - especially by my mum
BEING LIED - - - by whom I love & care most
STRESS - - - my emotions are extremely uncontrollable during stress hours
COMPLICATED PR - - - why can't we get on well with everyone around? Is that so hard?